This is not a self-pity post.
Just laying my heart out for the rays of the Son to heal.
Is it just me or does anyone else feel that sometimes blogging can grieve, maybe that’s too hard a word, sadden maybe, one’s heart?
The Lord has blessed me with a super sensitive heart.
I shed a tear … sometimes just looking a flower … the exquisitiveness of it … doesn’t take much to open the floodgate. You get the picture.
Anyway, what I have trouble dealing with is this …
Through blogging, some absolute beautiful friendships are formed over the years.
And then … suddenly … correspondence stops.
Does this happen to anyone else?
One (yes, me!) then starts the never ending roundabout of questions … have I said something to hurt them, have I offended them, or are they just too busy for little ole me!
I know that life has burdens. People get sick. Trials happen.
And some things are meant only for a season.
And because of the amazing distance one’s words can reach online, of course it is impossible to keep in touch with absolutely everyone.
I just find it upsetting.
I have lost contact with quite a few special brothers and sisters in Christ and it’s marred my heart.
I pray that those to whom I am referring are safe. Are well. Are trusting daily for the blessings in His grace.
I miss you.
There … I’ve said it … Lord help me to let go and await the wonders you have in store for me.